managed only to get the base work done today. no math though…
i was really off today due to pain and fatigue i have no idea where that came from…
im not sure exactly why im so tired and wore out all the time.
i guess ill have to report this to my doctor on wednesday
speaking of my doctor..
the receptionists LOST my appointment on wednesday so i had to be double booked wednesday at 12:40pm. im not getting mad because i really need to be seen. my back, hip, left leg and knees are fucking up and i need a steroid injection or (please no) prednisone steroid pills so everything will stop hurting
i dont need narcotics or opiates, just a steroid shot. in fact i dont WANT narcotics or opiates at all.. never again. well if my pain doctor would give me 5 vicodin for extreme level pain (9 on a scale of 0-9) i would be ok with that. i dont want to get addicted to those things.. or my family even knowing i have them.
so what else is new.
tomorrow i have to dreg around mental rehab for god knows how many hours until i can go home and rest again. plus my girlfriend is coming over and i just want to lay in bed. i also want to finish my conversion program before i get in so much pain i cant handle it.
my daily dose of pain killers is this (all day)
8 ex str. tyleonl
6 evening primrose oil
yes im in that much pain, its not fun at all
I should post the images of my spine MRIs so you can see the mess that it is.
ill be busy af tomorrow, even though i go to mental rehab i still answer texts, tweets and socalize with the people there. not the ones who just ask me for cigarettes. i stopped carrying my cigarettes in with me last week, so i just went to my car and got one every time i needed one. this way i “had none to spare”
tomorrow im getting cheyanne cigars, 2 pl full flavor and 1 pack vanilla (yes two different stores) then going to mental rehab with the vanilla ones.
cheyanne cigars are easier on me than dirty cigarettes.
time to take meds and go to beds.